why my life situation it´s so hard for me to understand? I don´t know but everything that i want is exactly the only thing that i can´t find... i´m not expecting everything to be easy but for once it could be, just to change a little bit. I´m really tired of this... the one that i love, the things that i like the most... everything is painfull. I feel that maybe i´m in the wrong world, the wrong decade...in my life is everytnhig wrong, and almost everything it´s bad. I wake up and fell like crying i go to bed and i start crying... it´s been like this for so long that i feel so sad. Away from my family but having my friends near...well they are near but far away as well because they have their own lifes and they don´t have to listen to me everytime i feel sad. Friends are forever and for everything...but in real life is not like that. There are diferent responsabilities and diferents ways of looking for real world...
Oh god i´m not like this but i just want to cry... i´m like a little bird but without my wings, i feel lost in a world that is not mine.
Don´t want to worry the ones who care for me so when they ask i say :it´s everything ok, but is not.
Maybe i´m being a "pain in the ace" for the ones who are close and want to help me, but i don´t want to be like this as well. Feeling so sad, seems like the world felt in my head... maybe ít´s only some kind of a fase but i´m tired, i´m sad i just want this to be over... i wanna be happy again. I want to smile just because i saw something beautiful, at this moment there´s no happiness...
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